Ab kya karu!!!

Ab kya karu ki waqt sunta  nahi meri, main waqt ka mara be-waqt mar raha hun. Jo chirag the meri zindagi ke mukaam mein, woh chirag ab mit rhain hain, main akela ab chingariyon ki lao mein jal raha hun, ab kya karu ki main be-waqt mar raha hun. Kuch hath mile the sath chalne ko, ab un haathon se main kuch aur dur chalne ki fariyaad kar raha hun. Jo the humdard mere main unhi ke dard mein jal raha hun, afsos ab kyu karega koi ki bekhauf zindagi basar wala main be-maut mar raha hun. Main ab kya karu waqt suntan nahi meri, main waqt ka mara be-waqt mar raha hun. Kehte the woh ki main azeez hun unka, nazar lagi kya kisiki? Ki ab main unki azeezi se ghut raha hun. Woh rooh-e-pak the kabhi, ab be-hayaa hue, main ussi rooh ki talaash main dar-dar bhatak raha hun.